We are not allowed to be weak; however, it is through weakness that we heal the unsolved feelings that were not allowed.
I think the most influential thing I’ve learnt this year is a confession. I admit that I am weak, I admit that I was wrong, I admit that I have a huge fear, I admit that I am falling in, I admit that I can’t do it, I admit that I have regret, I admit that I cry.
The amusing thing is that I admit to everything through tears... To take care of myself, I allow myself to stay in such a status. Then the healing happened. I get another freedom, inner seeking, to be braver in the world.
I almost cry every day. Different cry brings different functions... I can’t imagine how painful I am, but I can’t deny how happy I am as well... The overall feeling of this year is joyful and relaxing.